sweetness of friendship~

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P

world seems so nice to me with friends stay along..

feeling so sweet, 

so good..

this time, something caught my attention...

and i keep wondering bout that..

in a friendship...

b4 its started, 2 people knows  zero bout each other..

sometimes, they even never meet each other..

but, its amaze how it turns...

how can 2 person who had NOTHING to do with each other..

can be...

sooooo close..

 

its nice~

boring2~

yang kucintai~

20.april.2011

Aku halakan pandangan ke arah rakan2 sebilikku.. disebalik kedinginan malam, dengkuran halus mereka amat menusuk kalbuku.. aku terdiam, khusyuk, aku menadah tangan.. berdoa..Demi Allah yang membolak balikkan hati ini, aku mohon padaMu, janganlah kau jadikan perpisahan ini sesuatu yang menyedihkan sebaliknya, berilah aku kekuatan untuk mengakhirinya dengan sempurna yang mungkin..aku mohon, jadikan hari ini hari yang paling bermakna dalam hidupku.." aku raup wajahku.. nafas kuhela sedalam mungkin.. mata ku pejam.. bismillah...

hari ini, aku akan meninggalkan semua kenangan terindah yang pernah terjadi dalam hidupku sepanjang setahun ini.. suda duka bersama.. tawa tangis bersama.. sungguh, aku seorang yang sangat emosional tp hanya pada mereka.. aku adalah seorang yg keras hati pada orang lain.. kata orang mungkin aku sangat mencintai mereka... Ya!! memang aku sangat mencintai mereka... mereka yang dicintai..

kepada mereka yang dicintai.. 

aku bukanlah sahabat yang baik, meskipun aku senantiasa mencuba untuk menjadi yang terbaik..

aku tidak pandai menjaga hatimu, meskipun aku kerap melukai hati sendiri untukmu..

aku suka berkata tidak padamu, kerana aku tidak mahu engkau kecewa saat yang lain berkata begitu..

aku tidak pernah setuju denganmu, kerana tak selalunya engkau betul dan aku mahu bersedia jika tiba saat itu...

mereka yang aku cintai:

dunia ini bukan milik kita... jagalah dirimu sebaik2nya.. aku sentiasa mendoakan kalian.. kerana kalian adalah insan yang kucintai..

yang menyintai: saffawati~ismail

berlapang dada~

assalamualaikum wbt...

saya belajar sesuatu hari ini...

sebenarnya saya baru menyedari hakikat itu hari ini...

belajar berlapang dada..

sebenarnya, ketika disajikan dengan ayat ini...

agak kekok..

bagaimana??

nah!!!

jalan sudah ada.. tinggal nk dilalui shj...

jadi.. berlapang dada lah ye??

 

i really love them~~

dari kiri: saya, amalina, liyana, and nadia.. saya syg mereka??

i'm writing this to nadia jasni.. she is my rum8 in kmk n she like my own sister..

there's seem a brighter day tomorrow as if im writing this to you..

there's seem a brighter day tomorrow as if im gladly say i love you..

there's seem a brighter day tomorrow as if i never hate you...

there's always a chance to have brighter day tomorrow...

success doesnt came alone, it took determination..

love doesnt came alone, it took sacrification..

friend do came alone;coz only friend that can build success n love...

im doing this coz i love you

im doing this coz i dont want anyone to hurt you

im doing this coz i thought it help you...

but, i just realise that actually, i HURT you..

sorry for being wreckless..

sorry for making thing worse..

sorry for causing you became heartless..

p/s: nadia, im really sorry for everything.. 

im hurting~

its a dim and icy cold night..

i shed my tears like a waving tide..

u blow my nerve out of my sight

friends, u've hurt me too much..

 

its done!!

I'm feeling too tired today...

.......

just..

tired....

BFF

knock-knock..

knock who??

its love..

love who??

love u..

eversince i know you girls,

happiness rules my days

love come to our room and lays

like it don't want to step away

we eat,study and play

i dont want to miss any second of the moment;so i pray..

dear Allah..

those people are whom i really love

those people are whom i really care

those people are whom i wanted to share

every moment of my life, 

every minutes of my life,

and every second of my life

and so i please

love them

take care of them

statue

why do they treat me like a statue????

maaf.. sy terlalu sensitif..

kenapa diri ini terasa jauh dariNya?? saban malam aku memikirkan apakah yang telah aku lakukan kebelakangan ini sehingga Allah telah menarik nikmat ketenangan yang telah diberikanNya suatu ketika dahulu??

sgt jeles dgn budak ini!!

be safe my friend~

lately, i've been feeling uneasy.. was it b'coz of the lies that I created so that i'll be away from u??

it wasn't u that cause all the mess in me.. i've mess up my life for loving u..

last nite, i pray to Allah..

why does i keep feeling the same way about u?? 

why does i cannot keep my eyes from watching u??

why does i cannot keep my mind away from u?? why?? 

i'm forcing myself to hate u.. indeed, i'm hurting too.

i'm forcing myself to ignore u, at last, i'm still taking care bout u..

i'm denying all the thing that u've done 2 me..

i'm denying all the wrongdoings that u've played on me..

i put up all my trusthworhty on u..

cause i really want u to make use of me..

it seems nothing when u steps away from me..

 yet , still i'm watching the way u leave me..

it was an honour to have a moment  with u..

but i was hoping there will be no end between us..

but Allah grab u away from me..

seeing u in frantic ways i've ever done..

i'm willing to go for the replacement!!!

liar!!

i'm not blaming the destiny, nor the fate,

i'm blaming myself for trusting the fake,

i/m choosing the wrong as if i/m not awake,

life has brought me a new genre for the trade,

its like asking an Alzhemeir's to remember the date,

and waiting as if they remember what they said.

action speaks louder than words~~

people may speaks,

people may shouts, 

people may screams,

people may argue,

people may agree..

but..

how many of you take it into action??

malay's said: 

lebih sudu dari kuah,

indah khabar dari rupa,

cakap x serupa bikin....

what are those things mean?/? 

ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS!!

*p/s: tired of hearing those promises.. all people can speak( acceptional for the OKU's), but only some can make it happens..

not all friend are ur besfren

life isn't miserable.. we choose to make it a misery..a denial for a liar.. such an action of angel.. then, u cry like hell.. for knowing u becoming good for no reasons.. u best for a second, but still, people left u hang over... even after a long journey, it tooks u so many miles to realise a fact.. not all friend are ur besfren.. a BESTFRIEND shall give u :

• a hug 2 calm
• a shoulder 2 cry on
• a smile 2 put up trusts
• a hand 2 ease
• a love 2 move on

hence, pliss do urge ur mind dat some people are gud 2 u for a reasons and some do really accept u for who u are..

p/s: 2 all my fren out there.. even if u're not listening.. nor reading dis.. i really want u 2 know.. it is always the best 2 have u all around me.. and i shall never compare thee 2 anything..   

cherish~unappreciated

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 1:]

Woke up this morning and saw your face
And you didn't look the same as yesterday.
I got the feeling that you can't seem to see,
Where you want to be.
And lately it ain't been the same at all.
When you're here its like I'm invisible
I still can't seem to see where I went wrong.
Cause I'm feeling

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 2:]

Lately our house is not a home
You come in, take a shower and then say I'm gone.
What am I to do
When my heart says leave
But my feet won't move
And today is our anniversary
And you haven't even said two words to me
I'm trying hard to give you another chance
But ooh baby I'm feeling

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 3:]

Oh when I first met you
I thought you was the most perfect man
That I ever seen
I still don't understand why
You treat me like you do
I use to give into your lies
But now I see the truth
Oh no I don't want to hear it I'm through
Yea I know I'll still be missing you
But it's not worth the pain
That I've gained from you
You make me feel
Unappreciated

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.

You don't even say I love you too.

And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

Don't love me no more
Heeey wooo hooo
I'm really feeling unappreciated.
I'm feeling unappreciated

kenangan ku`

kenangan bukanlah rekaan semata2.. kenangan adalah fakta yang tidak memaksa diri mengingatinya tp menjanjikan bahawa ianya sukar utk dilupakan.. 

kenangan manis dan pahit ibarat gula dan kopi.. gabungan yg sgt mantap sekali.. kurang salah satu item tersebut maka x sedap la air bancuhan itu nanti.. 

terlalu byk kenangan yg telah diabadikan dalam kotak memori kita di sepanjang perjalanan @ proses menjadi manusia.. ( x termasuk yg hilang ingatan semua 2)

nie antara kenangan2 yg x lupus dek ingatan lg nie.. hehe..

 jambori kadet polis

 grad f3

 grad f3

 me n piqah

 trios

 me n fana

 farah n wan

  kyra

p/s:mish u all soo much..

lihat

terkadang kita melihat birunya langit hingga tak tersedar hijaunya rumput..

terkadang kita melihat besarnya matahari hingga tak terbias indahnya bumi..

terkadang kita melihat damainya laut hingga tak terkesan lembutnya pasir..

* membenarkan kata bidalan; gajah depan mata tak nampak, kuman seberang jalan dicarikan*

p/s: nampak x gajah dpn mata 2??? hehehe..

first entry~

assalamualaikum n bismillah..

1st entry utk blog capacity.. hehe.. act, notting 2 say.. jz dat dis blog were re-create 4 my fren amalina alias.. so, na.. enjoy2 la yep..

btw, it is going 2 be something interesting 4 me 2 have dis kind of diary-like item.. 

sharing is caring, the more u care 4 the merrier u get..