statue

why do they treat me like a statue????

maaf.. sy terlalu sensitif..

kenapa diri ini terasa jauh dariNya?? saban malam aku memikirkan apakah yang telah aku lakukan kebelakangan ini sehingga Allah telah menarik nikmat ketenangan yang telah diberikanNya suatu ketika dahulu??

sgt jeles dgn budak ini!!

be safe my friend~

lately, i've been feeling uneasy.. was it b'coz of the lies that I created so that i'll be away from u??

it wasn't u that cause all the mess in me.. i've mess up my life for loving u..

last nite, i pray to Allah..

why does i keep feeling the same way about u?? 

why does i cannot keep my eyes from watching u??

why does i cannot keep my mind away from u?? why?? 

i'm forcing myself to hate u.. indeed, i'm hurting too.

i'm forcing myself to ignore u, at last, i'm still taking care bout u..

i'm denying all the thing that u've done 2 me..

i'm denying all the wrongdoings that u've played on me..

i put up all my trusthworhty on u..

cause i really want u to make use of me..

it seems nothing when u steps away from me..

 yet , still i'm watching the way u leave me..

it was an honour to have a moment  with u..

but i was hoping there will be no end between us..

but Allah grab u away from me..

seeing u in frantic ways i've ever done..

i'm willing to go for the replacement!!!

liar!!

i'm not blaming the destiny, nor the fate,

i'm blaming myself for trusting the fake,

i/m choosing the wrong as if i/m not awake,

life has brought me a new genre for the trade,

its like asking an Alzhemeir's to remember the date,

and waiting as if they remember what they said.

action speaks louder than words~~

people may speaks,

people may shouts, 

people may screams,

people may argue,

people may agree..

but..

how many of you take it into action??

malay's said: 

lebih sudu dari kuah,

indah khabar dari rupa,

cakap x serupa bikin....

what are those things mean?/? 

ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS!!

*p/s: tired of hearing those promises.. all people can speak( acceptional for the OKU's), but only some can make it happens..

not all friend are ur besfren

life isn't miserable.. we choose to make it a misery..a denial for a liar.. such an action of angel.. then, u cry like hell.. for knowing u becoming good for no reasons.. u best for a second, but still, people left u hang over... even after a long journey, it tooks u so many miles to realise a fact.. not all friend are ur besfren.. a BESTFRIEND shall give u :

• a hug 2 calm
• a shoulder 2 cry on
• a smile 2 put up trusts
• a hand 2 ease
• a love 2 move on

hence, pliss do urge ur mind dat some people are gud 2 u for a reasons and some do really accept u for who u are..

p/s: 2 all my fren out there.. even if u're not listening.. nor reading dis.. i really want u 2 know.. it is always the best 2 have u all around me.. and i shall never compare thee 2 anything..   

cherish~unappreciated

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 1:]

Woke up this morning and saw your face
And you didn't look the same as yesterday.
I got the feeling that you can't seem to see,
Where you want to be.
And lately it ain't been the same at all.
When you're here its like I'm invisible
I still can't seem to see where I went wrong.
Cause I'm feeling

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 2:]

Lately our house is not a home
You come in, take a shower and then say I'm gone.
What am I to do
When my heart says leave
But my feet won't move
And today is our anniversary
And you haven't even said two words to me
I'm trying hard to give you another chance
But ooh baby I'm feeling

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 3:]

Oh when I first met you
I thought you was the most perfect man
That I ever seen
I still don't understand why
You treat me like you do
I use to give into your lies
But now I see the truth
Oh no I don't want to hear it I'm through
Yea I know I'll still be missing you
But it's not worth the pain
That I've gained from you
You make me feel
Unappreciated

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.

You don't even say I love you too.

And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

Don't love me no more
Heeey wooo hooo
I'm really feeling unappreciated.
I'm feeling unappreciated

kenangan ku`

kenangan bukanlah rekaan semata2.. kenangan adalah fakta yang tidak memaksa diri mengingatinya tp menjanjikan bahawa ianya sukar utk dilupakan.. 

kenangan manis dan pahit ibarat gula dan kopi.. gabungan yg sgt mantap sekali.. kurang salah satu item tersebut maka x sedap la air bancuhan itu nanti.. 

terlalu byk kenangan yg telah diabadikan dalam kotak memori kita di sepanjang perjalanan @ proses menjadi manusia.. ( x termasuk yg hilang ingatan semua 2)

nie antara kenangan2 yg x lupus dek ingatan lg nie.. hehe..

 jambori kadet polis

 grad f3

 grad f3

 me n piqah

 trios

 me n fana

 farah n wan

  kyra

p/s:mish u all soo much..

lihat

terkadang kita melihat birunya langit hingga tak tersedar hijaunya rumput..

terkadang kita melihat besarnya matahari hingga tak terbias indahnya bumi..

terkadang kita melihat damainya laut hingga tak terkesan lembutnya pasir..

* membenarkan kata bidalan; gajah depan mata tak nampak, kuman seberang jalan dicarikan*

p/s: nampak x gajah dpn mata 2??? hehehe..

first entry~

assalamualaikum n bismillah..

1st entry utk blog capacity.. hehe.. act, notting 2 say.. jz dat dis blog were re-create 4 my fren amalina alias.. so, na.. enjoy2 la yep..

btw, it is going 2 be something interesting 4 me 2 have dis kind of diary-like item.. 

sharing is caring, the more u care 4 the merrier u get..